Hello all that I have lost contact with...

I have officially decided. I am moving back to my home state of Texas, and furthermore and going to reside once more with my dad. Him and I are no longer like "Gah, I will kill you!!!" Now we are at an agreeable term. He is my dad, and I am his son. We both understand that now, and i think,... No, I am sure we will all be alright, because we both love each other. What more does  a family need to heal but that?

Also, I am coming back to all my freinds that I had left behind. I know that I abandoned alot of you, and would understand your resentment of me. I am sorry, and am humbly requesting your acceptance again. I was such a fool, and see that now. But I would not change my decision. My coming to Kansas helped me more than anything that anyone else could have done there. Being with my grandparents has certainly changed how my life might of ended up. I am sorry to hear that many do not want my freindship. I would like to speak to one person in general. Jennifer, I know you have every reason to hate my guts, and loathe my very existance, but I stop you to ask one thing: What good does it do? Do you feel better at the end of the day? Does hating me help the hurt you felt and still feel? If you desire to continue to hate me, then I will not stop you. But think on this: What does it really accomplish. I know that I was the asshole, Trust me, I know. I have had enough people to tell me that. Try not to think of that though, I am not that guy anymore. Me moving has changed some much for me. And of course, the love of someone that is very special to me has helped. But dont blindly hate someone that you dont really know anymore. Because in the end you just hurt yourself more. Hate can never heal, only love. Once you have it, and I mean truely have it, then nothing can hurt you.

I would also like to offer some credit to that special someone... I love you Stevey. EGO mos diligo vos insquequo meus permaneo spiritus. I hope that you never forget that, and that we can both hold up to it.  I am happy that you have stayed with me, through all the hardships, and all that pain we have endured, we have done just that, endured. I am probally the greatest amn in the world for only the fact that I have your love in my heart, and you at my side. I love you, Stevey, and I will see you soon.

Now, I hope you all have read, and take to heart some of what I have written, and know that I am comeing back. Thoush some could care less, I hope those that do will forever be my friends.

Brad, the Lost Texan who found his way home.

Holy crap, this is great!! I am soo psyched!! Okay, here is the run down. I got the job at Hastings. And if that wasnt kool enough, i have an interview at the movie theater today... like at 7:30!!! This is so fucking kool! I am enrolled at school already. I mean having to do my senior again will be a lil bit of a drag, and so will taking a couple of required freshman classes, ugh, but over all i am so excited!!

I am goin to be trying out for the baseball in the spring, instead of football like i thought. I am taking a strength condition class this fall to prepare for the try out in the spring. So i hope that goes well. I am also in horticulture, which i think is goin to be really kool. You all know how i am about nature, so i think it will great. Its goin to be a good year i can already see, and that is so kool. I am goin to have my last highschool year, my last "childhood moment" and i am goin to make it my greatest! Love you all guys, thank you for always being there!! bye

Brad, the (ex)Texan

((PS: I am not worried about yalls petty threats, come on. Gain some class.))

Hey,

You guys all deserve a little update on the GRAND LIFE OF BRAD!!!  Okay, not so much, but it is close. I regret to inform any of those in Texas that have love for me that I will not be living here much longer. It appears that as soon as summer school is up I am moving. So long Texas... my love and life. So long to the long horns and the rolling plains that are my home. Good bye Dallas... I will miss you Stars... I am goin to me leaving for Kansas... Too much shit has happened here for me to stay here.

So here is the basic run down. Me and my dad got into it a little over a week ago. He took my truck because i "broke in" to the house to grab my computer after i let him have it for a week. Every day he promised to hand me the computer and never did. So I got tired of waiting and just used the house key (which he knew I had) and grabbed my computer. So in return he took my truck and started to take the battery out of it. I caught him as he was taking the cables of it and confronted him. Me and him got into a large arguement.. and so we decided to go our ways. I am no longer speaking to him and i no longer have my Pepper(name of truck) or my comp... so i guess it will be whatever.

Bc all this shit has happened, i am goin to go to finish my summer school in Texas and then Move in with my Grandparents in Kansas... go to school for another year and graduate there. All in all, a sucky ass way. But at least i know i will run the school once i get there. I have not lost my spirit... i am confident that i will be okay no matter what. I am ready for a change in my life anyways. So bring on the flat lands!!!

Love always

The Crazy (ex) Texan

Hey all,.. uh well lets seee... I have been kicked out of my house cuz i have a bad :"bad attitude, reufsew to listen to rules, disrepectful and generally a pain in the ass"

But hey its all good, ill be fine, hehe i am living with my cuz and not doin so badl... lil hard to  sleep in a unfamiliar house, but its alright i soppose. I am livin with my cuz right now...in three month i am goin to be in my own apartment so i hope it all gets better... but yea, that is my life haha, anyways   how are all yall doing?

Talk to you guys laters.. if ya leave some love, i would like that....anyways  bye love yall

BRad

Alrighty, time to update here. Well, a big blow out happened between J and me. We arent best friends right now...but we are recovering from where we were. Party nights are still happening, but this weekend got cancelled cuz dad thinks that our clean house is "demolished", but thats not too new. Uh, Venture is doing great, I am about to have 2.5 credits(thats 5 classes) done in the next week or so. An they are:

Algebra IIb, Princibles of Technology(lower grade Physics), Keyboarding(bs class for half cred), US HistoryIIb, and English IIb.

I am really physed about those things!! Hmm, last Sunday I went to the Zoo with my family and Krystal. OMG, this gurl is great. She is nice, loving, faithful, respectful, and most of all, she understands that I need some alone time everyonce in a while. She doesnt accuse me of cheating when i want to hang out with other gurls. I am like really happy about that. Though yes, I have cheated on my ex-s in the past, that usally only after i had been accused over and over of cheating, or them hinting at it. But Krystal doesnt care. She knows that all my friends are female. And she is alright with that. But i dont know. Anyways!! Krystal and I have like the cutest couple pic.. I got to get that cd from my dad, it has all the pictures on it. There is also on of me and my sis Rachel fighting, it is priceless. OMG, I am like sooo pissed bc of Friday, someone stole my Dig Cam. I am like so upset about it. It was $350  and the memory card in it was another $100. Not to mention all the photos i had on it. I was about to cry...okay maybe not, but it really was horrible. Idk, maybe i will get over it.

Well that is all i have to say for now. Later all you peeps. Oh and for those who still dont have anything to say to me, I am sorry you feel that way. I am willing to make amends and try to, idk, become friends again. IF your not, then it just shows how low you really are. Well Im out, duces.

BRad THe CraZY tEXaN!!